It’s strange because since I’ve started the preliminary work on next month’s magick, I started noticing things from the past popping up like clockwork, and not in a bad way. More of a, go-back-and-try-again-knowing-what-you-know-now, kind of way. Sometimes when we go back to the beginning, we see things we didn’t see before. Or we notice things that have always been there, things we took for granted.
Things are cyclic and cycles repeat. Right now I’m looping back 10 years. Feeling the urge to slow down on the writing and get more down time in, at least for a few weeks. I want to play with plants and go experiment in the lab. Maybe pull out the looms so I can knit something. More importantly, I am feeling like the house needs a solid cleaning. I have really let things go the past year. I’ve allowed more dust and clutter than I should have, and it’s time to remove all that shit and do a nice spiritual house cleaning as well. Not to mention it’s time to reinforce the wards again.
I am getting a strong sense (and mental nod – the go ahead from my Daemonic guides) that doing some of this is going to help me considerably. I’ve been in this strange rut for a few months now (creatively) and it’s becoming a hindrance toward the larger goal — which is the whole reason for the Sorath work later in the year. I just need to shift gears, back up, and try a different trajectory. I need to loop back ten years and try a new road to the destination. This time, however, I think I actually have the map. We shall see if it’s any good.
One thing is for certain – I need a mini-break to get my groove back. All work and no play….