A Malkuth of Me,  Magick,  S. Connolly

Day Fifteen: Renewel #DoMagick

Today my body told me to slow the f*ck down and take a down day, but I’m stubborn. I dragged myself out of bed at around ten this morning, spent over an hour meditating, took a nap on the couch, had some coffee. By one, I was back at the computer dealing with some email and answering my texts and PMs. I shuffled some paperwork, shredded the shred pile. I washed the rugs in the kitchen. I told the exceptional spouse that I was going to vacuum and mop the kitchen floor, but I just couldn’t muster the energy to deal with it. I spent a lot of time nursing a sinus headache (it’s SPRING, and my allergies are going crazy) and finding ways to not get anything accomplished.

Then I did my cleansing meditation early and told myself I would be in bed by ten. But ten rolled around and I still had blog posts to catch up on and readings to do (which I still have to do after I’m done here.)  I think today was an illustration of the stark reality of my situation and why I need to start picking which masters I’m going to serve.  My body and mind need REST. If I don’t want my body to break down and start rebelling, I need to be more mindful of my time and how I spend it. No tarot or sigils today. I couldn’t be bothered.

Some days you just need a day off. That said, I’m off to do as many readings as I can manage.

Steph is an award winning and bestselling author of thrilling steamy and paranormal romances, dark urban fantasy, occult horror-thrillers, cozy mysteries, contemporary romance, sword and sorcery fantasy, and books about the esoteric and Daemonolatry. A Daemonolatress and forever a resident of Smelt Isle, she is happily married and cat-mom to three pampered house cats. Her muse is a demanding sadistic Dom who often keeps her up into the wee hours of the morning. You can contact her at swordarkeereon@gmail.com

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