After an upset in my schedule yesterday (and some needed time away from the computer), I am finishing up my work from yesterday, today. So far I’ve managed to do my water meditation and yoga, which seemed to open wide my intuition and empathy, and made me receptive to the rest of today’s work. I’ve also managed to answer a lot of emails (my inbox was a nightmare), and reconfigure the Sorath model for productivity. Now I’m trying to get through readings (there were a lot of them) and, of course, I get a sinus headache due to all my outdoor exposure yesterday. Huzzah! The drugs have finally kicked in and I’m muddling through. I still have 3 more readings to get through, six orders to package (which can take a few hours since some of it’s not bottled or labeled yet).
I am not sure if I’ll finish the formatting on the TC e-book or paperback today. I may have to save that for Thursday since this is a payroll week at the day job, and I have to fit 4 days of work into two. Plus the big yearly writers’ conference I’ve been attending the past few years is this coming weekend. To say I’m feeling overwhelmed is an understatement and I am pretty sure the yoga sequence and work with Leviathan this morning only amplified the anxiety. I’ve been combatting the attacks with slow, measured, deep breathing. Probably because Leviathan is wanting me to examine my anxiety and what makes me feel overwhelmed. This is definitely feeling like going back to the beginning to see the things I missed the first time around.
In other magickal news – I’m considering a new servitor. I have one for home protection and deflecting negativity and bad juju, but I think I need one to help like-minded readers discover my novels.
My Lenormand reading for today:
- STORK: Momentum forward.
- TREE: Growth and evolution (spiritually)
- FISH: Abundance and freedom.
Together this could symbolize a spiritual awakening and evolution leading towards feelings of abundance and freedom. Establishing foundations for spiritual growth. Also – there is the subtext here that suggests change needs to happen in order to avoid stagnation.
Well, that’s no lie. Today has definitely been one of those days. I’ve spent the bulk of my day answering spiritual questions, delving into the spiritual, and counseling others – only to discover I’ve learned a few things about myself and my own feelings on certain matters. Today has been a spiritually thick day overall but in a good way.
Hail Leviathan! Leave it to him to remind me just who I serve and how integral my spirituality is to my overall health and well-being, and that ultimately helping others by sharing my gifts can be rather rewarding spiritually.