Day 12: No Words #DoMagick
Actually, I always have words. I’m a fucking writer – of course there are words. They’re just not nice words. Hence the reason I’ll just shut the hell up about this month so far. lol
This morning I took apart the Sorath model until the 20th and will be reconstructing it then.
I’m not so sure I’m ready for that kind of intensity, especially right now. I went through my list of to-do’s between now and July 17, and almost had an anxiety attack. I am an introvert with social anxiety. So when I get too much going on, I have to watch myself and make sure I don’t shut down. It’s embarrassing to admit that. It’s one of my weak points. So today I prayed for strength and serenity, and tonight I’m doing a chakra balancing.
All I have to say there is thank Frank my email has let up. That was a nightmare in itself.
Today’s Tarot card: Two of Swords: Collaboration, new opportunities, compromises. Well, as long as all that can hold off until next month, I’m all for it. 🙂
I’m beginning to think I need to try a less event laden path. LOL I’m not cut out for all the events and human interaction. It’s too people-y. Must think of ways to tone that down – significantly. I can love people from afar. Or at least from an inconspicuous corner. And they can love me for my books the same way. 🙂
Steph
Steph is an award winning and bestselling author of thrilling steamy and paranormal romances, dark urban fantasy, occult horror-thrillers, cozy mysteries, contemporary romance, sword and sorcery fantasy, and books about the esoteric and Daemonolatry. A Daemonolatress and forever a resident of Smelt Isle, she is happily married and cat-mom to three pampered house cats. Her muse is a demanding sadistic Dom who often keeps her up into the wee hours of the morning. You can contact her at swordarkeereon@gmail.com


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