Day 12: No Words #DoMagick

Actually, I always have words. I’m a fucking writer – of course there are words. They’re just not nice words. Hence the reason I’ll just shut the hell up about this month so far. lol

This morning I took apart the Sorath model until the 20th and will be reconstructing it then.

I’m not so sure I’m ready for that kind of intensity, especially right now. I went through my list of to-do’s between now and July 17, and almost had an anxiety attack. I am an introvert with social anxiety. So when I get too much going on, I have to watch myself and make sure I don’t shut down. It’s embarrassing to admit that. It’s one of my weak points. So today I prayed for strength and serenity, and tonight I’m doing a chakra balancing.

All I have to say there is thank Frank my email has let up. That was a nightmare in itself.

Today’s Tarot card: Two of Swords: Collaboration, new opportunities, compromises.  Well, as long as all that can hold off until next month, I’m all for it.  🙂

I’m beginning to think I need to try a less event laden path. LOL I’m not cut out for all the events and human interaction. It’s too people-y.   Must think of ways to tone that down – significantly. I can love people from afar. Or at least from an inconspicuous corner. And they can love me for my books the same way.   🙂