For some of you, that gods-damned song from Frozen just went through your head, didn’t it? Sorry. LOL But it was the perfect title for this post because I’m trying to learn to let go (in the career arena). I think I mentioned before that one of my projects hasn’t been going well and I’ve considered dropping it, but I gave my word and I loathe going back on my word. So I started discussing it with friends who have clearer heads than I do. They’re not as close to the situation. One of them suggested that maybe I’m putting too much pressure on myself and that’s why the writing isn’t happening. I think he may have a point. So I’m revisiting this decision.
Anyway, today woke up early, got some email answered. Did my invocation, did some marketing stuff that needed doing. And this afternoon, things started moving. I had three solid ideas and got a bunch of notes down on those. I got two laps around the lake. We did leftovers for dinner. Now I’m going to take a brief break to do my chakra balancing, and then I’ll finish my readings, package my orders, and decide if anymore writing is going to happen tonight. I did manage about 2000 words on notes and projects today. Oh – and I received and completed edits on Dedication Rite, a short story forthcoming in a horror anthology.
So – a lot done today. I am very pleased. So maybe Ashtaroth is moving things forward at a faster pace. That’s sometimes how it works. Slow steps, then a huge leap! Then more slow steps.
Very pleased with the work so far. No self-sabotaging today (unless you count a little anxiety about Comic Con that passes through my head every few days). It’s all going to be okay. I have a great deal of faith in that. The wheel turns.
Hope everyone else’s magick is manifesting in positive ways. I know that I’m thrilled with how this is turning out despite the fact that daily blog entries are kicking my ass. Isn’t that the funny part? The daily magick isn’t a problem. I have a daily practice anyway. It’s the daily blogging that is killing me. Haha!
Oh – and no – no tarot pulled today. Perhaps after I finish my balancing and my readings.