Yes, it’s been awhile. Been busy languishing in my Doom. (Didn’t you know I was doomed?) LOL!
No, magickally I haven’t really felt the want to share what I’m working on just because what I’m working on worked and I’ve been furiously writing my eyes off as a result.
Of course that said, I am revisiting Ptah because while all last year I concentrated on the becoming, or the manifestation, I forgot to linger and learn from the process. I can’t do my LoKIR until I properly finish my Path of Ptah. So back to square one. This time the plan includes more alchemical work so I can spend time concentrating both physically and metaphorically on the process of transformation rather than the end result, the becoming or the manifestation.
I know that sounds odd but I put the cart before the horse on that one.
In other news – you know I have never actually done a success ritual for my books. I have been thinking about it. Mulling it around in my brain. My only issue is you know how magick doesn’t always manifest what we *think* we should get? Well, yeah, that’s what holds me back from that. I mean for what it’s worth I could get *famous* via negative media attention or some such bullshit. You just don’t know. And since the only books I’ve written that are relatively benign are the fantasy novels – I’m betting those won’t be the ones gaining any readership. LOL! Not that my books aren’t popular as is. I mean after all – my erotica and Demonolatry books are small press best sellers. But I wouldn’t mind better sales for my mysteries…
So that’s it for me there. I’ll try to update more often here, I’ve just been so busy.